Colorado!

Leaving for Colorado tomorrow! and I'm not going to school today! SWEET! but I get to do tons and tons of homework. but it's okay, I still don't have to bother with anything like friend drama-ish like. So I read her letter, it was pathetic. but when I talked to her, it was even worse. She turned everything on me, made me feel like shit and made me feel like she was the wronged person in this situation. but she didn't realize what she was doing to me, and even when I tried to tell her, she flipped the switch on me. She said that when she went back home this summer, she went back to the old "her". That for the past two years, when she was here in Canmore, she has been putting on an act, in an effort to make people try to like her. So what i said was that the person I met three years ago, was an act and that I wasn't going to find that person again. That pretty much, our friendship was a joke. I was a huge lie, like she was using me to make other people like her. She still considers herself as the "new kid", when she's really not. And of course she threw in the whole, "You have no idea how it is to be like me, nobody does, especially you!". How is anyone supposed to know how anybody else feels. unless they tell you every single little thing that is running through their mind.. huh.. whatever! I'M STILL GOING TO COLORADO!!!