losing it

I’m actually starting to lose it and getting so frustrated with this whole situation. Like we share a locker, I used to consider you are my best friend. I haven’t actually had a true conversation with you in the longest time. Like before I left we were fine, but now that I’m back, you’re simply too busy to even find time in between classes too! Like whenever I do bump into you at the locker or in the hall and I ask you “how are you” you always just answer with a like “fine” or “okay” like nothing ever more than that.. And then I’ll ask you “how’s your day doing?” and then you almost always answer like “crappy” or “not great” and then I try to ask you “why is it crappy? Tell me what’s going on..” and you almost always say, “no, whatever. It’s nothing. I don’t want to tell you. I have to go, I’m going to be late.” And like honestly. I’m trying to be here for you because I don’t know what else to do. I can’t communicate with you, you won’t let me help you out. You are always so busy, and I know that I am too, but I still feel like I’m making an effort to get together with you and stuff but you just don’t give anything back.